Jessica;

I really can’t decide if this whole moving thing is a good or bad thing :/

On one hand, it will be so so so much easier to get to college, and I’ve been wanting to get off the island for a while now, I think with everything that’s happened recently I’m ready to start a fresh. I already know a few people living in Southampton through Brock, and I’m sure I’ll have an opportunity to meet more people. It will be easier to find a job, and it’s not too far away so my friends can always stay and I’ve missed the city.

But on the other hand, I’m scared. I don’t know that many people who don’t live on the island, as I’ve lost touch with most of the friends I had before I moved and I’m terrified that’s what’s going to happen this time. I’ve met so many amazing people living here, and I really don’t want to loose them. I’m scared I won’t make any friends, and it’s all a bit overwhelming.

I’ve always loved change, I find it exciting and an adventure. I get bored if I’m in one place for too long, but this is a pretty big change and I don’t really know what’s going to happen. I really hope I stay in touch with people, and I guess this will be my chance to find out who my real friends are, right?

Hdnckzbcisnxjsnx atleast it’ll stop me murdering red funnel I guess, haha! Being two hours late for college every morning is really stressful, and just puts me in a horrible mood for the rest of the day, a lie in would be nice…

But urgh I don’t know, p.s. Does anyone actually know where Portswood is?! (I think that’s what it’s called?)

(sorry for the rant, I just needed to get it off my chest. I guess it’ll be a good thing in the long run? I am excited, I just down want to become a looser with no friends, haha)