Jessica;

I need to become more of a realist I think.

I am too much of a romantic, so my expectations are way too high, not just in romance but in life in general so I always seem to end up dissapointed… I am too much of an optimist so I get so stupidly fustrated and annoyed when people can’t see ‘the silver lining’ and seem oblivious to anything possitive in their lives. And I think I have too much faith in people, so it actually annoyes me when people who I know can go far, don’t even try?! I also expect too much of myself, especially in college because I hate being dissapointed. So I work so hard that I end up exhausting myself, and missing out on sleep/a life… I need to become more realistic.